I'm a terrible person! That is what I can't help but think right now! I always tried to make the right decisions and lead a wholesome path, but it seems like everything I do lately hurts the people I love most! I have always been a bit of a lost soul, but my boyfriend Todd has been so good to me, he was my anchor. He and I got together at a very early age, practically middle school! He and I rode the bus together, he was always very polite and sincere. I would fend off the bully's that would harass him daily. Todd was not the most socially skilled person that I ever met, but he brought me a certain amount of happiness. We dated all through school, I'd like to say he was the one responsible for taking my virginity, but I would be lying. He never pushed the boundaries, in fact it was me that normally had to take the lead! The fact is, I lost my virginity the first night I experimented with alcohol. My best friend's older brother, Ron, bought us some wine...